Heaven and Hell
Isn’t it amazing how a person can alter the flow of your entire life? How they change your day by doing something that might seem trivial to them but you wouldn’t trade it for the world’s treasure. Isn’t it also amazing how they unknowingly turn your psych into their playgroud, how your emotions sway like a loose branch on a treetop, moving freely with the wind from side to side taking you through the entire emotional spectrum, making you go through joy and anger, bliss and despair all in the span of a few seconds yet without them knowing. Isn’t it amazing how the mere thought of that person strips your soul down to its core, making you feel desire, a longing for that person on many aspectual levels that can’t be quenched no matter what you do. What’s even more amazing is how that person becomes your personal heaven and hell, both one and the same. How one second you’re looking at the God promised rivers of wine and honey, the lush green spread out as far as the eye can see and beyond, the flowers blooming in eternal spring with their sweet, oh so sweet scent lingering in the air, and the serene atmosphere calming you body and soul making you want to just close your eyes and not have a care in the world, but the next second the everlasting black fires of hell burns within you, its demons dragging you down to its fiery pits cursing you to a life full of misery and despair and pulling you from any chance you have at happiness no matter how minuscule. Another amazing thing is how that person is like the missing piece to the puzzle that is your life, how you’ve been looking for that elusive piece to no avail, and then finding it when you least expect it and you feel complete, but unfortunately that piece belongs to another puzzle. It’s really amazing how one person can do all of that and have such a hold on your life but what’s truly amazing is whether you want them to stop doing this or you want them to continue for all of eternity.