by Mhmd Fayez
I grew up just as any other kid would have watching, hearing… learning from those surrounding them how to live
I grew up and learned that emotions are the other less harsh name of weakness that I shall never carry in my empire
I’ve learned that love is a good excuse when I need to fulfill my lust
I’ve learned that as long as I obey the will of others I’m safe, no matter whether it’s wrong or not right.
I grew up learning to cheer for my own thoughts as they come out as soft as butter from anyone’s mouth, diss the ones with an opposite one
I’ve learned that I’m just like you, an angel, victim who fell on their face in Satan’s paradise, that everyone is planning to stab me in the back so I shall be the first to stab
I’ve learned to justify for the sake of “I’m not wrong” when I can’t convince you that I’m right.
I’ve learned that evil is what the world just is and good is nothing more than a fairy tale that I just have to keep doubting and looking past
I’ve grown up learning that to ride every ocean wave is a must so I won’t be out of fashion nor a misfit
I grew up learning whatever I did, and will do, is matter of personal freedom, yet others is a case to judge and discuss with rage
That change is bad unless it serves my needs
I’ve learned to see the fault when a female does it, that shame is more of an issue than what’s forbidden
I’ve learned that everything is fake and everyone is a hypocrite and whatever they do is just for name and fame
I grew up learning how to smash others’ hopes with the hammer of my filthy words to the last two connected atoms
I’ve learned that rudeness is fine if I pronounce it Honesty
I’ve been taught that your world is just as mine, it revolves around me
I’ve learned to give the advice, then laugh at how much of a good-guy-wanna-be you are if you take it
I have learned a lot of things, more than I can even remember, but I’m done now..
That’s why I’m not ashamed to say I’ve graduated from school of life with the degree of “Uneducated” .