I dream of a conversation with you… a one where we won’t feel the time of our lives passing and no one or anything else would matter… A day where hours would be stretching themselves for us to live them like they’d last forever… I’m not checking my phone and you’re not checking your social media… and we’re laughing… I dream of watching you laughing so hard that your eyes will be filled with tears and you can hardly speak.. I wanna be that funny that day… and I wanna be DaVinci that day… capturing pictures with my mind, pictures of you with me… close to me and soaked in joy… I wanna capture those sights of you and keep them on the front row of my memories… so in that day, I’m not taking my eyes off of you.
I dream of a conversation with you… where we’d be talking so loud that people would be eyeing us but we wouldn’t give a damn because we won’t even notice… I know I won’t notice cuz I’ll be so lost in you… wandering the heavens of your presence… I wouldn’t wanna be found… I’ll be listening to your voice as you speak… envying every word for being in touch with your lips and tongue and breath… I’ll watch your lips form around words and smiles and convince myself that at the end of this day I’ll get to kiss you… even though I know I won’t… the idea of it is nice… yet painful… but that’s a pain I’ll allow.
I know that when you talk, you move your hands a lot… I’ve always had a crush on your hands… I’ll make sure to tell you that, as I trace the life lines and veins on your hands with my fingers.
I dream of a conversation…
that would swell my heart with joy… and moments that will forever be a cause for my smile… I don’t smile often… but in that day I’ll be smiling all the time… we will smile until our faces hurt… and that’s the only pain I won’t mind it visiting you.
I dream of a conversation with you… in an airport lounge or a quiet restaurant… where we’d feel like we’re the only ones in the world… where we’d feel like we’re in a time capsule that does not move… we won’t grow older that day… I’d read you some of my poems if you asked me… but I’d definitely make you read me a poem or two… I’ll tell you that I love you…
and say that you love me too… and I’d feel like the air of paradise has filled my lungs and then it rained all beautiful things into my heart.
The best part… is that when the day is coming to an end and we’d have to say goodbye… I’d still be smiling… and I’ll hug you… long and warm… and you’ll hug me… and it’d feel like I finally found home… we’ll go our separate ways… and I’d feel like I left everything that I am… with you.